Friday, December 11, 2009

Something a little "different"

Every year at this time, something big stirs inside me. I think about the Christmases of my past and the traditions my family took part in. One of the things we did every year for the four weeks preceding Christmas was to celebrate Advent. We would sit down as a family and read devotionals and take turns lighting the Advent candles on the Advent wreath.

Sometimes we (the kids) were tuned in to what was being read, and sadly there were some days we desperately fought the urge to fall asleep.

Regardless of where we were mentally, "functionally," or spiritually, this tradition is something that I remember every year.

Somewhere along life's journey...Advent seems to be forgotten. Forgotten in our homes and forgotten in the church.
I was sitting at our staff Christmas party this week and had the opportunity to share a table with one of our pastors who I think the world of. This was my first church Christmas party which was kind of strange because there are so many times that I forget I'm considered "staff." It was a great evening with amazing food and fellowship.

While I was sitting with our pastor I found myself asking him this question. "What happened to Advent? Why is it not preached about anymore during the Christmas season?"

Years ago this very topic was the "straw that broke the camel's back" with me when I made the decision to find a new church home. It was when the sermons moved away from Advent and were replaced with Lord of the Rings.

As I was cleaning last night I was feeling the "nudge" to blog. I had one idea and God had another. He has been speaking to me about it all week and it finally took me dusting off the piano and moving candles around for me to hear it.

"This time is still about Advent. You don't need Sunday sermons to remind you of that."

So I did some research online today...looking for Advent Devotions and I came across this:

"The Season of Advent
Anticipation and Hope"
written by Dennis Bratcher

We live in a world in which bigger and better define our expectations for much in life. We have become so enamored by super size, super stars, and high definition that we tend to view life through a lens that so magnifies what we expect out of the world that we tend not to see potential in small things. But as the prophet Zechariah reminds us (Zech 4:10), we should not "despise the day of small things," because God does some of his best work with small beginnings and impossible situations.


It is truly a humbling experience to read back through the Old Testament and see how frail and imperfect all the "heroes" actually are. Abraham, the coward who cannot believe the promise. Jacob, the cheat who struggles with everybody. Joseph, the immature and arrogant teen. Moses, the impatient murderer who cannot wait for God. Gideon, the cowardly Baal-worshipper. Samson, the womanizing drunk. David, the power abusing adulterer. Solomon, the unwise wise man. Hezekiah, the reforming king who could not quite go far enough. And finally, a young Jewish girl from a small village in a remote corner of a great empire.


It never ceases to amaze me that God often begins with small things and inadequate people. It certainly seems that God could have chosen "bigger" things and "better" people to do his work in the world. Yet if God can use them, and reveal Himself through them in such marvelous ways, it means that he might be able to use me, inadequate and unwise, and too often lacking in faith that I am. And it means that I need to be careful that I do not in my own self-righteousness put limits on what God can do with the smallest things, the most unlikely of people, in the most hopeless of circumstances. I think that is part of the wonder of the Advent season.


I am convinced that one of the main purposes of the incarnation of Jesus was to provide hope. While most people today want to talk about the death of Jesus and the Atonement of sins, the early Church celebrated the Resurrection and the hope it embodies. It was a proclamation of a truth that rang throughout the Old Testament, that endings are not always endings but are opportunities for God to bring new beginnings. The Resurrection proclaims the truth even about humanity's greatest fear, death itself.

Both the season of Advent and the season of Lent are about hope. It is not just hope for a better day or hope for the lessening of pain and suffering, although that is certainly a significant part of it. It is more about hope that human existence has meaning and possibility beyond our present experiences, a hope that the limits of our lives are not nearly as narrow as we experience them to be. It is not that we have possibility in ourselves, but that God is a God of new things and so all things are possible (Isa 42:9, Mt 19:26, Mk 14:36).

God's people in the first century wanted him to come and change their oppressive circumstances, and were angry when those immediate circumstances did not change. But that is a short sighted view of the nature of hope. Our hope cannot be in circumstances, no matter how badly we want them or how important they are to us. The reality of human existence, with which the Book of Job struggles, is that God's people experience that physical existence in the same way that others do. Christians get sick and die, Christians are victims of violent crimes, and Christians are hurt and killed in traffic accidents, bombings, war, and in some parts of the world, famine (see The Problem of Natural Evil).

If our hope is only in our circumstances, as we define them to be good or as we want them to be to make us happy, we will always be disappointed. That is why we hope, not in circumstances, but in God. He has continually, over the span of four thousand years, revealed himself to be a God of newness, of possibility, of redemption, the recovery or transformation of possibility from endings that goes beyond what we can think or even imagine (Eph 3:2). The best example of that is the crucifixion itself, followed by the resurrection. That shadow of the cross falls even over the manger.

Yes, it all begins in the hope that God will come and come again into our world to reveal himself as a God of newness, of possibility, a God of new things. This time of year we contemplate that hope embodied, enfleshed, incarnated, in a newborn baby, the perfect example of newness, potential, and possibility. During Advent, we groan and long for that newness with the hope, the expectation, indeed the faith, that God will once again be faithful to see our circumstances, to hear our cries, to know our longings for a better world and a whole life (ex 3:7). And we hope that as he first came as an infant, so he will come again as King! (see The Second Coming)

My experience tells me that those who have suffered and still hope understand far more about God and about life than those who have not. Maybe that is what hope is all about: a way to live, not just to survive, but to live authentically amidst all the problems of life with a Faith that continues to see possibility when there is no present evidence of it, just because God is God. That is also the wonder of Advent.

I wish I could write something so astoundingly beautiful like this on my own! :) And when I read it, I knew that I needed to share...for I believe that so many of us are walking through this journey called life and lose sight of this "hope."
I'm planning on doing a few more Advent posts and hopefully this blog will encourage you all to remember this very special season as well!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Reflections

I've mentioned before that one of the greatest enjoyments of my daily commute to and from work, is having the opportunity to take part in the beauty of a sunrise and sunset. There are a few spots along the way that I have sought out and pulled over to capture this beauty digitally, as well as in my mind.



Rice fields can be a horrible nightmare for someone who has allergies. When farmers burn...I am miserable. However, when the fields are covered with water...I am blessed. For me personally, one of the most beautiful images is the way nature reflects itself in water.




This past week I have been at a standstill with what to blog about. I had intentions on posting a Thanksgiving Blessing blog but whenever I sat down at the computer there was something else that took my focus off of writing. Last night, my son's remark clinched the title, "Reflections."


I miss football, but I am so glad that Nick has his Tuesday nights free again so he can attend youth group at church. When we got in the car last night to head home, he was so energetic. Typically, I will test, I mean ask him what youth group was about. Some days he can respond in detail and some days all he can remember was playing games before worship. :)


Last night, his energy filled the car and all of a sudden, he burst out, "I am amazing!!!" Hmmm...My first thought was, do we need to have little "ego talk?" I want my son to have confidence and all, but I have no tolerance for arrogance. Before I could mumble a response, he eagerly went on...

"That's what Pastor Brent's message was about! God made me, and He created me to be amazing!!!" Ahhh...such sweet words to hear come out of your child's mouth. Pastor Brent challenged all of the kids to go home, look at themselves in the mirror and say, "I am amazing!"


Before Nick went to bed last night, he spoke that phrase in the mirror about three or four times so everyone could hear, and then said... "I'll probably forget this in a few days." ...so there it is.

And then I got to thinking, I could care less if my son forgets history lessons, math equations, or science experiments. I don't ever want him to forget the beauty of God's Creation, the fact that we were all created in His perfect image, and that we are to reflect that image onto others.




And then, I got to thinking about all of the numerous times that I forget.
All it takes is a single moment of insecurity and I wonder why.

...Why can't I be "good enough?"
The problem is, I fall into the trap of measuring myself by the world's standards and forget how irrelevant that ultimately is.


Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.
-2 Corinthians 3:17-18 NIV

"...are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory..."


Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in the mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like.
-James 1:22-24 NIV


I find it way to easy to get lost in Scripture thinking about how good it is, how beautiful it is, how right it is, and then...

...disagreements occur.

...stress ensues.

...doubt consumes.



We all need to remember we're here to reflect...


...not forget.